"stay strong"

Aug 08, 2003 21:39

pooped out like a monkey.

i just wanted to say that :]

[edit]
i wonder why people cry.

him: how do you know what i regret wont be losing you? [first thought...u won't lose me..then comes the gates of emotions opening with mad waterfalls coming down]
me: i don't know
me: don't say that. it's gonna make me cry
him: dont cry, and believe me you make me happy

i wonder why i cry. and sometimes i can't even tell if it's a happy cry or a sad cry or a relieved cry. and i still get teary over it. but it's a good teary, i think :] and i wonder what life would be like w/o him. but it's good the way it is





- Would you ever date someone younger than you? no
- Someone older? yea
- Have you ever smoked weed? no
- Ever been drunk? no. just to the point of passing out
- Been in love? no
- Loved someone who you knew you couldn't have? not quite sure
- Gotten in a car accident? no
- Broken a bone? no
- Had your heart broken? once. duno. u just kinda get over it
- When was the last time you cried? yesterday
- Last time you said I love you to someone: never
- Last time you laughed: 2 days ago. maybe yesterday
- Where do you see yourself in 10 Years? hopefully well off
- What age do you see yourself married at? never
- Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? yes
- If you could dye your hair one color what would it be: i don't really care for that anymore
- Do you eat chicken with fingers or with a fork? both
- Would you rather give or receive? both works
- How many homes have you lived in total? 3
- Do you get along with your parents? only sometimes
- Whats your favorite color(s)? green
- Do you work? no
- Whats your favorite food(s): alot of stuff. good stuff
- Do you have braces? no
- When was the last time you went on a date? semi thursday? i don't know. just seeing ross is nice
- Have you ever been in serious trouble? yea
- When you meet a person of your preferred sex, you first notice their: whole face. but lips, eyes, nose mostly. but really big on guys with nice defined features. so yeh. notice nice defined features :]
- Are you the romantic type? not sure. maybe

In The Last 48 Hours, Have You:
01. Cried: yes
02. Bought something: no
03. Gotten sick: no
04. Sang: yeh
05. Eaten: yeh
06. Been kissed: yeh
07. Felt stupid: nah
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: nah
09. Met someone new: nah
10. Moved on: why?
11. Talked to an ex: yeh
12. Missed an ex: no
13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: of course~!
14. Had a serious talk: yes
15. Missed someone: yeh
16. Hugged someone: yeh
17. Fought with your parents: yeh
18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: no

Social Life:
01. Best girl friend: jul
02. Best guy friend: this changes alot
03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: ross :]
04. If yes, current dating partner: ross :]
05. Hobbies: stuff
06. Pager: no
07. Are you center of attention or the wallflower: depends
08. What type automobile do you drive: rav4
09. What type automobile do you wish you drove: something nice
10. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: depends. u need both sometimes, u know
11. Where is the best hangout: i think just being with ross is fine
12. Do you have a job : no
13. Do you attend church: not anymore
14. Do you like being around people: wen i am not in a bitchy mood

Who:
01. Have you known the longest: everyone from kindergarten
02. Do you argue the most with: parents
03. Do you always get along with: heh. i don't know. i try, but people can get me angry. real angry
04. Is the most trustworthy: jul cuz i tell her everything
05. Makes you laugh the most: depends
06. Has been there through all the hard times: jul. glory. mer
07. Has the coolest parents: jul's mom pretty damn cool for an asian parent
08. Has the coolest siblings: prolly once again jul
09. Is the most blunt: jul
10. Is the smartest: this has to be ross. well, so's tim, melody

Personal:
01. Who is your role model: none anymore
02. What is some of your pet peeves: people that have annoying voices, act fake, fake laughs, touching screens
03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: of course
04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: twice. no more~!
05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: i did. until ross broke all the rules
06. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): i really try not to. i don't remember ever
07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: hahahah. yes. and it was sweet revenge :]
08. Rather be dumper or dumped: both sucks
09. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": relationship
10. Want someone you don't have right now: nah. i have everything i can ask for. i'm just missing good grades in my life and less bitchy parents
11. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: once
12. Do you want to get married: no
13. Do you want kids: no
14. Do you believe in psychics: sometimes
15. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: no
16. What do you think is the best part of your physical appearance? lips. sometimes smile maybe
17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: happiness
18. Are you happy with you: kinda. but wen i was more productive and smarter
19. Are you happy with your life: right now, yes.
20. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: better parents

-who do you like: rossy
-who likes you: rossy
-what annoys you: ppl who act fake w/ fake voices and many MANY things
-what do you want to do: right now...leave the house
-who is one person you never get sick of: i get sick of everyone
-who is one person you would marry tomorrow: no one
-do you sleep on your back, stomach or side? side, sometimes stomach. depends on what i feel like
-what would you take if you were stuck on a deserted island? my pets. and people and comp and phone
-do you like the water? sometimes
-if your house was on fire and you could only save one thing, what would you save? i had reoccuring dreams taht i had to move to taiwan and yeh...was told like some mintues before and i was trying to grab everything that was valuable. that's a hard question.
-have you ever said I love you and not meant it? never sed it
-what is your favorite Sesame Street character? big bird
-what time is it? 11:31am
-what time did you wake up this morning? mom woke me up at 9am
-who would you trade places with for a day? someone famous
-at what place are you like a kid in a candy store? ahha. i duno
-from what countries do the best accents come from? britian
-have you ever been told you look like a celebrity? no
-finish this sentence. I wouldn't be caught dead with [some certain people. but i don't really care much]
-what is the worst thing that can happen on a date? guy turning out to be a jackass bastard
-do you regret any of your past relationships? no. they were all fun and hurtful :] well, actually maybe the first guy i was with. cuz i actually forgot i was with him for some time. har har. the 2nd one made me grow. alot. and i love the one i'm in now :]
-would you rather live in the mountains or by the ocean? ocean cuz it's so much prettier

++ BASiCS
001. name : jenny
002. nicknames : jennAy, the hulk
003. sex : girl
004. birthday : 2.16
005. age : 17
006. star sign : aquarius
007. place of birth : taipei, taiwan
008. current residence : hh
009. hair color : dk brown
010. eye color : dk brwn
011. height : 5.3 1.2
012. writing hand : right

++ BODY iLLS & SKiLLS
013. do you bite your nails : that is utterly gross
014. can you roll your tongue : yeh
016. can you raise one eyebrow at a time: yeh. but i have to look in a mirrior to make sure i'm doing it rite
017. can you blow smoke rings : gross
018. can you blow spit bubbles : yes
019. can you cross your eyes : yeh
020. colored hair : no
021. tattoos and where : no
022. piercings and where : no
023. make your bed everyday: no
024. what goes on first bra or underwear : undies
025. which shoe goes on first : right
036. speaking of shoes, have you thrown one at someone : yes
037. how much money is usually in your wallet: not alot, unless given to by parents

++ GROOMiNG
046. how often do you brush your teeth : 3 times a day sometimes even more
047. how often do you shower/bathe : once a day. sometimes twice
048. how long do these showers last : 10-20
049. hair drying method : towel - blowdryer - self dry
051. do you swear : yes
052. do you mumble to yourself : yes, like wen i feel like cussing at my parents or bro
055. the cd player : something justin burned for me
056. person you talk most on the phone with : prolly glor
057. what color is your bedroom : white with posters and crap
058. do you use an alarm clock : only for school
059. name one thing or person you're obsessed with: HOT ANIME GUYS~!!!
060. have you ever skinny dipped with the opposite sex : no
062. window seat or aisle : window
063. whats your sleeping position : back, side or stomach. like normal people
064. what kind of bed do you like : i hate soft squishy ones
065. in hot weather do you use a blanket : sometimes. but usually no, but incase...i might catch a freakne cold
066. do you snore : no
067. do you sleepwalk : haha. i think i do
068. do you talk in your sleep : my mom says i do and she said i was calling for some guy. and haha. dude. that was kinda freaky. but that was a while ago
069. do you sleep with a stuffed animal : yes
070. how about the light on : hell yes
071. do you fall asleep with the tv or radio on : no. commercials piss me off and makes me wanna go turn it off

++ WHEN WAS THE LAST TiME YOU
073. were kissed or kissed someone : thrusday
074. watched bambi : long time
075. cried : semi yesterday
076. talked on the phone : today
077. read a book : long time. i need to read more
078. punched someone : recently. too many fights with bro
079. where do you see yourself ten years from now: not married. ever.
080. who are you gonna be married to and where : never
081. how many kids do you want to have : no
082. your profession : i wanna be a lawyer. and a psychologist, adn many things. i dont' know. oh. web designer
083. future school : sd, i hope

++ FRIENDS
084. who is your best friend : jul
085. what friend do you hang out with the most : duno. i think most of my out time revolves around kc and ross
086. what friend makes you smile the most: depends
087. friend that you fight with the most : duno
088. one you talk to the most online : ross
089. friend that you miss the most: the db guys~!! we must all go out and have some fun soon :]

x. I am: jenny
x. I hurt: my right arm/hand
x. I love: snowflake and jul bird
x. My favorite word: [i really don't have one]
x. I want: to sleep
x. I hate: people that piss me off
x. I cry: wen i am weak
x. I fear: spiders
x. I hope: :x this i keep to myself
x. I feel alone: wen i need someone and they aren't there for me
x. I waste: time doing useless crap
x. I talk: to people
x. I remember: the bad memories. i wanna remember the good
x. I sleep with: hugging my pillow sometimes
x. I hide: alot of things. no one really knows everything about me
x. I drive: a car
x. I burn: things
x. I breathe: air
x. I miss: the good days
x. I feel: tired
x. I know: that I need shape up on my studies
x. I dream: horrible dreams
x. I live: life everyday as it comes by
x. I die: if i get ripped and torn apart emotionally
x. I'm wearing: tank/pjs :] i love my pjs.
x. I'm listening to: ff medley-female themes 1-8
x. Tomorrow I will: study and be at home
x. I will talk to: duno. prolly ross
x. Do you like anyone?: yeh
x. Nicknames?: jennnnnnnnnnAy. the hulk

>1. WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? 9-10
>2. IF YOU COULD DATE ONE FAMOUS PERSON, WHO WOULD IT BE? prolly david boreanaz. he's so omg~!! :]
>3. GOLD OR SILVER? gold. but silver looks better
>4. WHAT WAS THE LAST FILM YOU SAW AT THE CINEMA? charlie's angels
>5. FAVORITE TV SHOW? many
>6. WHAT DO YOU HAVE FOR BREAKFAST? didn't eat yet
>7. WHO WOULD YOU HATE TO BE LEFT IN A ROOM WITH? people I don't like
>8. CAN YOU TOUCH YOUR NOSE WITH YOUR TONGUE? no
>9. WHAT INSPIRES YOU? alot of things actually. like remembering past stuff, other people's entires. looking at sites with WOW graphics. alot of things.
>10. WHAT'S YOUR MIDDLE NAME? y
>11. BEACH, CITY, or COUNTRY? beach
>12. SUMMER OR WINTER? summer. but i wanna go snowboarding
>13. FAVORITE ICE CREAM? coffee ones. but good ones are the best :] doesn't matter what really. nothing that's all chocolate cuz it just gets ew
>14. PLAIN OR SALTED POPCORN? buttery
>15. FAVORITE COLOR? green
>16. FAVORITE CAR/TRUCK? nice ones
>17. FAVORITE SANDWICH? yum ones. roast beef ones are good
>18. TRUE LOVE? duno?
>19. WHAT CHARACTERISTICS DO YOU DESPISE? random valley grl:"Like,
>totally, like, he was SOOO checkin me out uhhuh *annoying giggle*." <--agreed, add on to wannabes, pplz who are arrogant (gee I hate those) <~~ same here.
>20. FAVORITE FLOWER? CALLA lilies... (ahaha jade!) hmm...I Like ALL flowers
>21. IF YOU HAD A BIG WIN IN THE LOTTERY, HOW LONG WOULD YOU WAIT TO
>TELL PEOPLE? i don't know. haven't had that experience
>22. FIZZY OR STILL WATER AS A DRINK? both :]
>23. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR BATHROOM? i don't like the stinking wallpaper. i want new wallpaper for my room too. it has some drunk guy on it. i hate it
>24. HOW MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING? i have 2 key rings both with 2 keys. and i think i lost the key to my room :/
>25. WHERE WOULD YOU RETIRE TO? beach :]
>26. CAN YOU JUGGLE? no
>27. FAVORITE DAY OF THE WEEK? everyday of summer break
>28. RED OR WHITE WINE? red. well...white's not bad either..wait..red cuz the smell is stronger. i think.
>29. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY? first time snowboarding with ben, alex, lily, and jul. and damn, it was fun
>30. DO YOU CARRY A DONOR CARD? no
>31. SAY SOMETHING NICE ABOUT THE PERSON THAT SENT
>THIS TO YOU: hi lily :]
>32. WHO DO YOU LEAST EXPECT TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU? whatever
>33. WHO IS THE PERSON YOU EXPECT TO SEND THIS BACK? watever
>34. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY-MONTH & DATE ONLY? 2.16
>35. WHATS YOUR SIGN: aquarius
>36. COUNTRY U LIVE IN? US
>37. HAVE U EVER FALLEN FOR & SPENT QUALITY TIME W/A PERSON OF THE
>OPPOSITE SEX? yup. yesterday
>38. FAVORITE SITCOM? duno
>39. WHAT SPORT DO U LOVE TO PLAY? duno.
>40. DO U ENJOY FILLING & RECEIVING THESE KINDS OF EMAIL? if they're new and i have nothing else better to do
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