Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
1. Going to Germany to meet up with Timo. I regret not running away from the Xargin (that I know) when I should have earlier - when I noticed something wasn’t right. I’ll always feel bad about that.
2. The time I got so pissed and snapped at Kuja Tribal, way back when. (I’ll never forget how bad that minor Ultima had felt those two days after surviving it. I couldn’t move because it hurt so freaking much. Make this another event that’s scarred me for life.)
3. If I had kicked that geometry book down the stairs in high school instead of trying to step over it, I wouldn’t have tripped and twisted my ankle. Orz, that was stupid, even though it happened a long time ago. (But I learned my lesson, and next time I see a book in front of me the middle of the steps, I’ll kick it.)
4. Waking up that morning when Cloud called me about Zack being from before I met him-but it wasn’t like I really had a choice either, because he’s one of my best friends. For life. I have to be there for him.
5. If I didn’t have to fight the Amalgams and Xargin, I would’ve been able to heal on the inside and feel better about myself.
6. One more thing? Hmn... [Trying to think.] Well...I feel a little bad and foolish of having to be on my guard around Dr. Xargin, at first. I’ve been so used to resisting and being so angry at the future version that I didn’t realize it was the Xargin who Joseph was best friends with, all those years ago.
2. The time I got so pissed and snapped at Kuja Tribal, way back when. (I’ll never forget how bad that minor Ultima had felt those two days after surviving it. I couldn’t move because it hurt so freaking much. Make this another event that’s scarred me for life.)
3. If I had kicked that geometry book down the stairs in high school instead of trying to step over it, I wouldn’t have tripped and twisted my ankle. Orz, that was stupid, even though it happened a long time ago. (But I learned my lesson, and next time I see a book in front of me the middle of the steps, I’ll kick it.)
4. Waking up that morning when Cloud called me about Zack being from before I met him-but it wasn’t like I really had a choice either, because he’s one of my best friends. For life. I have to be there for him.
5. If I didn’t have to fight the Amalgams and Xargin, I would’ve been able to heal on the inside and feel better about myself.
6. One more thing? Hmn... [Trying to think.] Well...I feel a little bad and foolish of having to be on my guard around Dr. Xargin, at first. I’ve been so used to resisting and being so angry at the future version that I didn’t realize it was the Xargin who Joseph was best friends with, all those years ago.