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got to hang out with anette tonight, i love her.other incidents tonight
have finally led me to see what drugs will do to you. i am officially
sXe. no more cigarettes no more alcohol no more anything. i never
thought i would make that decision. and i finally guess im "growing
up." i know all my friends are going to be dissapointed but they should
consider the choice that i made considering all the drugs ive been
through. you can have fun without substance abuse. and i know they are
all gonna say its because of her...well truthfully, that is part of the
reason. and im not going to deny it. its just taken me so long to
realize that.