Oct 20, 2004 14:45
smokin used to be so much fun when it was just me and joe...its becoming more and more off haseel having to go and buy mine and everybody elses cigarettes every god damned day. i dont think im straight out quitting but i refuse to waste tons and tons of money just to support a habit that hasnt been doing anything for me like it used to. this might sound really gay but im actually doing this to set an example for my mother...i want her to be able to meet her grandchildren without having to be on a fucking respirator or only being able to show my children pictures and tell them stories about her. i dont get along with her but i love her. from now its just going to be that occasional cigarette.
sorry for the faggish entry
Mike