i want to crawl into a hole and be left alone for a while
i dont know what it is but i get angry easier now adays. yesturday we had some pep rally thing that i didnt wat to go to but did anyway just because my ride home wasnt at the school yet. it was boring and i got tired of hearing people scream in the microphone. do they not realize they have a microphone so they dont have to scream? other than that i guess school was alright. i went over julias yet again. everything was so dramatic. so many people were angry. not neccisarily at people just at the world. well they were mad at people too but ehh i dont know im not explaining it because its way too long. evetually things got better and me julia mark nick and ashley just hung out in the woods. julia sat on teh ground and nick and ash shared a chiar and so did me and mark. well nick and ashley got up so i stole their chair so i could have my own. nick kept trying to get me out of it but i was holding on for dear life like the chair was important. at one point i ran around in a circle hit ashley in teh head ashley hit julia in teh head and julia fell and pulled ashley down with her then i tripped and fell all at teh same time. it was hillarious. nick dragged me across teh ground when i fell because i still wasnt letting go of the chair. eventually we gave up and i got to keep my chair. iw as proud of myself for some odd reason, all over a chair too. my life must be pretty pathetic if im proud over that o well. then i came home and pigged out because i was hungry. then i slept. i got up early liek 9 30 today. i talked to karissa. got some stuff figured out in a way i guess. tonight i had these really awesome plans with jackie w and a few other people but things fells hort because no one has money. so now me jackie w karissa and trish are all going to the mall liek we're 12 again. i guess its ok it is rainign and i dont wantt o hang out inside my hosue and i doubt anyoen elses [parents want a bunch of kids in tehir house either. geez today sucks and teh last daya nd teh day before that. i think im becoming one of those people who hate everything. please slap me if i dont get happy in liek a week.