urgh...
today was pretty decent. i woke up eaerly again. cleaned my hampsters cage and got ready to go out. originally jocelyn was going to take me shopping with her but her dad got sick so i just hung out at her house untill about six. omg her dog is so awesome. hes a rotweiler my favorite type of dog in the entire world. hes all big dumb and stupid looking. lmao its mean but they remind of teh typical football player type person. her and her brother were lauging at me because i was chasing the dog around playing with its tail since it was bobbed. lol it felt cool and my dogs have long tails so ive never touched a nubby before. im such a dork and easy amused obviously. when i left i was supposed to take my cd back home with me sibnce i let her borrow it but my memory has never been that great so i forgot. my mom was pissing me off on the way home with her yelling abut nonsence. the best part was last night she was saying i had a problem with exercise so i purposely didnt exercise today and when i got home i wanted one single freakign cookie and she yel;led at me saying i shouldnt be eationg that kind of stuff. wtf? 1st i have an eat disorder meaning she thinks im too thin now i shouldnt be eating one just one cookie which means now she thinks im fat. god damn she needs to back off its my life whether i wanna weigh 500 pounds or 50. luckily jackies coming over soon and shes sleeping here so my mom will be calm for a while. either way im excited i havent seen jackie in a long time and i have so much to tell her. ahh my jackies back.