[13] All Around the World There's a Sinking Feeling
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Ugh, this place. First the paranoia and mass "prepare for disaster" mindset and now the "everyone's over-reacting, shut up" reaction. Seriously, it's like a mob mentality. The paranoid panicking *was* annoying, but it's not *bad* to be prepared for an emergency. I'm just going to keep my mouth shut and see what happens--because I don't want to tempt fate or have to eat my words, either way.
The thing is, all of this is making me edgy. I don't like it.
And on top of all this--something's wrong with Tim. He won't talk about. He doesn't want to talk about it.
I mean, it's not like he has to tell me everything. I know he doesn't like talking about stuff--he'd rather repress and bottle things up. But it's not healthy and he usually talks to me.
He used the terms "mental crisis" and "epic" and said not to worry, that he needs to deal and "move on."
I don't know. I should just let it go, I guess. It's not like I think he can't handle things on his own.
I think it's just that... Hell, he talked to me when his dad died. I think the last time he refused to talk to me was after Bart died.
Gah. This shouldn't bother me so much.
I should let him deal with it his way. If his way didn't lead to thinking he should kill himself to deal with things.
Gah. I don't think I have much choice--I can't force him to talk to me, and pushing it is probably going to do anything other than piss him off. I'm just--worried.
Ugh, this place. First the paranoia and mass "prepare for disaster" mindset and now the "everyone's over-reacting, shut up" reaction. Seriously, it's like a mob mentality. The paranoid panicking *was* annoying, but it's not *bad* to be prepared for an emergency. I'm just going to keep my mouth shut and see what happens--because I don't want to tempt fate or have to eat my words, either way.
The thing is, all of this is making me edgy. I don't like it.
And on top of all this--something's wrong with Tim. He won't talk about. He doesn't want to talk about it.
I mean, it's not like he has to tell me everything. I know he doesn't like talking about stuff--he'd rather repress and bottle things up. But it's not healthy and he usually talks to me.
He used the terms "mental crisis" and "epic" and said not to worry, that he needs to deal and "move on."
I don't know. I should just let it go, I guess. It's not like I think he can't handle things on his own.
I think it's just that... Hell, he talked to me when his dad died. I think the last time he refused to talk to me was after Bart died.
Gah. This shouldn't bother me so much.
I should let him deal with it his way. If his way didn't lead to thinking he should kill himself to deal with things.
Gah. I don't think I have much choice--I can't force him to talk to me, and pushing it is probably going to do anything other than piss him off. I'm just--worried.