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[62] Everyone has a limit.

Aug 29, 2011 21:36

[Cissie's using text today, because she is cranky and wants some privacy.]

This flood sucks. The last one was better. [And yes. She was stuck with O'Brien for that one.] And Admiral, this had better be temporary. I don't need two inmates.

[Filtered away from Sylar. Sorry Sylar.]So, Barge. You like discussing things ad nauseum. Here's a ( Read more... )

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the best spam gray_atonement August 30 2011, 02:42:54 UTC

[And Sylar, far past sighing and whining, is busy reading a book a few feet away from her at her own desk. He lifts a finger casually, at random, without lifting his gaze, to knock the headphones out of her ears in a subtle show of his abilities.]

"You can't ignore me forever."

the best spam notarrowette August 30 2011, 02:52:54 UTC

[Cissie starts and gives a surprised grunt. She glares at him and sticks the headphones back in place. It's childish and she's past caring.]

Yes, I can. I can at least ignore you until this flood is over.

the best spam gray_atonement August 30 2011, 03:44:20 UTC

[Sylar let the book fall gently to rest in his lap before looking up at her. The headphones fell out again.]

"I'm not sleeping on the floor. If you really want to share a bed with someone you're so angry with, then fine."

the best spam notarrowette August 30 2011, 03:50:53 UTC

[She glared at him again and crossed her arms.]

You really think I'm letting you back in my bed?

the best spam gray_atonement August 30 2011, 03:55:17 UTC

[He slammed the book closed with a single hand and tossed it carelessly onto her desk before turning to glare at her.]

"Either tell me that we're over or yes, I expect you to share your bed."

the best spam notarrowette August 30 2011, 04:01:24 UTC

[She stared at him wordlessly for a moment, then sat up and shouted angrily,] You slept with another girl! Another girl you told me you're in love with! How could you do that to me?

the best spam gray_atonement August 30 2011, 04:24:12 UTC

[That was not quite what he was expecting, but it was better than the silence he'd been enduring for too long already. The inmate stared at her while his mind scrambled to think of his conversation with Molly and then to find the words to respond.]

"It was the only way for she and I to be finished.. to find closure. I wasn't being fair to you before, not knowing how I felt about her, about Claire. About any of them. I was trying to find out. To remove doubts. To give myself to you."

the best spam notarrowette August 30 2011, 04:27:03 UTC

[She stared at him, disbelief written all over her face.]

And you had to have sex with her to figure that out? What the Hell? Did you even think about me at all?

\the best spam gray_atonement August 30 2011, 04:46:34 UTC

[He was struggling for the words, knowing this wasn't going well. Finally he thought of what he was trying to say.] "For closure."

[But then his brow furrowed and he actually looked hurt for a split second before covering it with a facade of apathy.] "Of course I thought of you. She's the only person I would ever do anything with while we were still together. I did it for closure. Now she's gone, now we can move on. I know you won't like that, that you'll still hate me.. I would never have moved on from loving her if I hadn't."

the best spam notarrowette August 30 2011, 04:55:15 UTC

[She stared at him, feeling very much like she'd been kicked in the gut while he spoke. She made a choking noise.]

Oh, well. If she's the only one, that changes everything, [she said, practically dripping sarcasm. She pulled her knees to her chest and looked away, hating that she had to let him see even this much of an indication of how much she hurt.] I don't know if that makes it better or worse, that you thought of me and still decided to do it.

the best spam gray_atonement August 30 2011, 05:37:10 UTC

[Sylar stood and moved over to the bed, whether she liked it or not. He sat beside her, lifting a hand to hesitantly touch her knee.]

"I'm sorry I hurt you." [He stated plainly for once, trying to follow some of Molly's advice. When he continued, his words were carefully chosen.] "I know I chose to do something that will make you question us, doubt us.. I wish there had been another way to give us the best hope for a future. I don't need you to understand, but I need you to trust me that I did this for us. I needed to be available to you. Completely. You're the most important thing to me and you deserved all of me. Deserve. It's only fair."

the best spam notarrowette August 31 2011, 02:08:59 UTC

[Cissie flinched, jerking her knees out of immediate reach. She stared at him incredulously, feeling sick to her stomach.] I did trust you. I trusted you more than anyone. You told me you were going to spend a few days with another girl, wouldn't tell me who, and I didn't even hesitate, I trusted you because I was an idiot and I didn't think for a second that you'd do this to me. How does having sex with SOMEONE ELSE give US any kind of future?

the best spam gray_atonement September 1 2011, 01:00:52 UTC

[Sylar let out an irritated growl, but he didn't pursue touching her in any way.] "You don't understand what she meant to me. She was 'the one that got away' before, the one woman I always wanted and thought I could never have. It was a way to be done with her. To push her out of my mind."

the best spam notarrowette September 1 2011, 04:27:49 UTC

[Cissie was disgusted, and it showed on her face. She pushed herself up off the bed and walked away from the bed, only stopping when she started feeling the effects of the flood: a headache beginning behind her eyes, a twisting stomach that could be blamed on something other than the thought of Sylar having sex with Elle. She stayed there, just at the point of discomfort, and began pacing. Finally, she spoke, her voice tight.]

No. I don't understand. I don't understand why you had to have sex with her to have closure. I don't care that she's the one that got away. Why--Why wasn't I enough? What would you have done if it hadn't brought closure? I just--you don't even get it!

..the worst spam gray_atonement September 1 2011, 22:52:30 UTC

[Sylar frowned as he watched her, having no idea what to do. It seemed like not talking about this would be the better option; Molly had suggested to give it time. But he wasn't certain that she could see past this or move beyond it.]

"I did it for closure. It wasn't possible that I couldn't have gotten closure from it. You were always enough-- more than enough. But I was never enough for you. I was trying to be more. To be done with her." [He paused, trying to think of how to explain it. With a frown, he continued, but his words were hesitant and he wasn't certain he should be saying this:] "If I hadn't slept with her before she left, I would have wanted to follow her. I would have left you to return home. My mind would have always wondered. Now I want to be with you. I want to go home with you, to be with you. If I hadn't spent that time with Elle, done those things.. I wouldn't have been worth having. Worth anything."

..the BEST worst spam? :D notarrowette September 2 2011, 03:45:14 UTC

[Cissie continued pacing, still feeling sick, though she couldn't pinpoint if it was the flood's effects or the whole situation. She shoved her hands into her hair, shaking her head.]

You don't get it, Sylar. When did I ever say you weren't enough? I didn't. I was happy. I thought we were happy. I thought things were going well. You asked me to come home with you and I had no idea about any of this. Following her... leaving me--that would have been better than this. Because then at least I'd have known where I stood, and maybe if you'd come back we'd have had a chance, but... I don't know how to trust you now, after this.

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