[17] This breakdown's been a while in coming
[Warden Filter]
[It's possible Cissie hasn't slept, and maybe that she's more than a little drunk. She drank Beatty's vodka, sorry Beatty. This is just not her week. She looks exhausted and this entire rambling rant is delivered with a whole lot of apathy.]
First: The library is fine. Nothing happened. Beatty's in Zero for the time being for attempting to burn it, but he was stopped.
Second: Murphy is in the infirmary. She's unconscious, for no apparent reason.
Third: ...Oh, whatever, I don't care. This place is--what are we doing? Helping people, right. Giving second chances. Well, they don't want our help, they don't think they need it, they resist us at every turn and the only way to get through to them is to what? Break them down and make them miserable? Take them to the breaking point and keep pushing? How does that do anything except cause pain? How can it help them?
And how do you know who to trust? If you try and you get burned, how many more times do you try? Maybe everyone's a liar with their own agenda. We can't even trust each other to have one another's backs without arguing and taking our arguments public for everyone to see. Everyone handles their inmates differently, but it'd be nice to think we could support one another every so often.
But hey. What the hell do I know. I don't know why I thought it'd be different here than at home. No one ever sticks around. I should be used to that by now.
[It's possible Cissie hasn't slept, and maybe that she's more than a little drunk. She drank Beatty's vodka, sorry Beatty. This is just not her week. She looks exhausted and this entire rambling rant is delivered with a whole lot of apathy.]
First: The library is fine. Nothing happened. Beatty's in Zero for the time being for attempting to burn it, but he was stopped.
Second: Murphy is in the infirmary. She's unconscious, for no apparent reason.
Third: ...Oh, whatever, I don't care. This place is--what are we doing? Helping people, right. Giving second chances. Well, they don't want our help, they don't think they need it, they resist us at every turn and the only way to get through to them is to what? Break them down and make them miserable? Take them to the breaking point and keep pushing? How does that do anything except cause pain? How can it help them?
And how do you know who to trust? If you try and you get burned, how many more times do you try? Maybe everyone's a liar with their own agenda. We can't even trust each other to have one another's backs without arguing and taking our arguments public for everyone to see. Everyone handles their inmates differently, but it'd be nice to think we could support one another every so often.
But hey. What the hell do I know. I don't know why I thought it'd be different here than at home. No one ever sticks around. I should be used to that by now.