Second
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Things are better than I could have hoped for. Stranger but better. The Masho are here, of all people. What to make of Naaza? Thinking of our past battles makes me almost physically ill, and yet he seems so...so sad. So repentant and almost vulnerable. I'm frightened of him, but I feel for him. I think I hated him at one point, though; I'm just glad to have gotten past that before moving here. I don't think he deserves hating, at least not now. Lady Kayura is with them, and she has graciously offered her place until Shuu and I can find another one. He's here, too. His smiles make my chest feel lighter than it has in a long time. I didn't realize how especially I missed Shuu until he commented on this journal. I'm glad he's here.
Anyway, Lady Kayura's home is quite busy, which is partly overwhelming but also nice. It takes my mind off things.
...
The short guy with spikey hair is frightening, though.
I can't wait to see the beach. The barbecue sounds like a wonderful idea. I wonder if there's a good surfboarder's shop around here...
Things are better than I could have hoped for. Stranger but better. The Masho are here, of all people. What to make of Naaza? Thinking of our past battles makes me almost physically ill, and yet he seems so...so sad. So repentant and almost vulnerable. I'm frightened of him, but I feel for him. I think I hated him at one point, though; I'm just glad to have gotten past that before moving here. I don't think he deserves hating, at least not now. Lady Kayura is with them, and she has graciously offered her place until Shuu and I can find another one. He's here, too. His smiles make my chest feel lighter than it has in a long time. I didn't realize how especially I missed Shuu until he commented on this journal. I'm glad he's here.
Anyway, Lady Kayura's home is quite busy, which is partly overwhelming but also nice. It takes my mind off things.
...
The short guy with spikey hair is frightening, though.
I can't wait to see the beach. The barbecue sounds like a wonderful idea. I wonder if there's a good surfboarder's shop around here...