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leaving you is the toughest thing i've done.
but i had to do right by me this time.
i needed you to tell me that i wasn't alone, that if I ever was alone you would come rescue me, it never happened, it was always me trying to do all the saving, all the caretaking.
i needed you to tell me I am beautiful and rare, and that your life was meaningless without me, because that is how it was for me, that is what I felt for you.
i am taking a chance on somebody else now, and he seems to love me, and maybe i don't love him as much as he loves me yet, but i will.
but i had to do right by me this time.
i needed you to tell me that i wasn't alone, that if I ever was alone you would come rescue me, it never happened, it was always me trying to do all the saving, all the caretaking.
i needed you to tell me I am beautiful and rare, and that your life was meaningless without me, because that is how it was for me, that is what I felt for you.
i am taking a chance on somebody else now, and he seems to love me, and maybe i don't love him as much as he loves me yet, but i will.