Adderall
My head was semi-clear today for the first time in weeks. I still feel like I'm gonna end up tied to a bed or something from a mental breakdown. I don't think I've ever been this sad in my life. I haven't said more than ten sentences since that day. It's so hard to even just be awake and function like normal. There's a stack of bricks on my chest and a mosquito buzzing around where my mind once was.
Well, I've got to pull myself out of it. It's gonna take months and years to feel right, but I'm ther only one who can do it. I'm going to school again full-time, starting January 6th, and I don't think exercise would hurt either.
Court is coming up again. A letter in the mail today informed me that I am under arresst for failure to appear. Dumbasses got the court date wrong.
I think my head is gonna explode.
Hum. <3
Well, I've got to pull myself out of it. It's gonna take months and years to feel right, but I'm ther only one who can do it. I'm going to school again full-time, starting January 6th, and I don't think exercise would hurt either.
Court is coming up again. A letter in the mail today informed me that I am under arresst for failure to appear. Dumbasses got the court date wrong.
I think my head is gonna explode.
Hum. <3