May 16, 2005 14:03
i had a good weekend...nothing exciting to write about, but it was filled with beautiful, caring ppl...
i stopped in to see emma on friday, then went over to the star to try and see some mates perform...i missed their readings, but was able to catch up with some amazing femmes...
on sat i hung out with emma and saw her perform at the cornish arms...i crashed at her place with some of her mates that live in the same suburb as me, so i made new friends! yay!
this week i'm still stuck at my old shitty job with someone i hate working with, but i'm trying to not let all that get to me...*sigh*
the most significant thing that happened this weekend was that i seem to have made peace regarding my ex, and our sorted past...and i've released all the anger that i've been trapped in...so, i feel really free and lighter right now...i'm not sure how this shift happened, but i'm really excited that it did...
i've also let go of any desire to force the issue with some of my new friends, trying to make them into potential lovers...if something happens then great, if not than i'm really lucky to have them in my life...i'm amazed by how many incredible ppl have come into my life lately...i'm truly blessed!
and for the first time in my life i feel really free and open to meet someone significant (and healthy!!)...i cant wait to see who she is!!!