A time for change
I've been reading books that inspire me. I've actually been reading more than I have been for a while. I've been taking pictures, writing poetry, writing, and talking to friends and being with people that care. If I think about Nick I try to put it past me or busy myself with something else or I pray. I've been praying a lot and crying myself to sleep. Every time I pray, I pray for my tears to stop, for my heartache to end, and to find love again in the end more like true love a love that will never end. I only know of one love that will never end and that is my creator. But I also pray for a man to love me for who I am and to continue to love me no matter what.
I'm really going to concentrate on myself now. I don't care to be in a relationship or to date right now. I know what is important which is graduating, concentrating on me, and what I have to offer in life. I have a lot to offer and somebody will see that one day. I don't know who they are but only the future can tell. I'm living life now and enjoying it. I'm finding myself more and getting to know myself much more.
I'm going to bed now. I keep on praying for Nick.
I'm really going to concentrate on myself now. I don't care to be in a relationship or to date right now. I know what is important which is graduating, concentrating on me, and what I have to offer in life. I have a lot to offer and somebody will see that one day. I don't know who they are but only the future can tell. I'm living life now and enjoying it. I'm finding myself more and getting to know myself much more.
I'm going to bed now. I keep on praying for Nick.