bittersweet
ah...feeling so much bittersweet nostalgia. and it's killing me more than usual today.
it is because of the dream i had last night. the images and memories and whatnot actually sent a chill up my spine and made my blood run cold. i was actually there. i could smell, feel the night and the air around me. i could feel the feelings from that time. the excitement, the nervousness. only to happen never again? will it happen again? maybe tonight? i can't go cold though.
none of that helped today. it freaked me out. i could never tell anyone.
it is because of the dream i had last night. the images and memories and whatnot actually sent a chill up my spine and made my blood run cold. i was actually there. i could smell, feel the night and the air around me. i could feel the feelings from that time. the excitement, the nervousness. only to happen never again? will it happen again? maybe tonight? i can't go cold though.
none of that helped today. it freaked me out. i could never tell anyone.