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I'm finding it so hard to care about college when I have no idea what I want to do with my life.
Why do I need to study for this psych test when I don't want to work with Psychology?
Why do I need to study for history when I can't do anything with a history degree?
Suddenly I've realized that I don't have to be in college. And that's made me stop caring. I'm so sick of being worn out and exhausted because I'm doing so much work. I'm sick of not being able to spend time with Tessa except for when we do homework together. We don't get to go on dates or do anything fun, because either she has to do stupid RA stuff, or I have to do homework. And I'm sick of doing homework when my friends are doing nothing. Why does it seem like I have so much more work than everybody around me?
This fucking sucks. I hate college. I hate not knowing what I want to do with my life. I feel like it would be easier if I knew what I was working for, but I have no idea. I'm not excited about doing anything in my life. I have no future. So why am I paying all this money for college when it's going to result in nothing?
Why do I need to study for this psych test when I don't want to work with Psychology?
Why do I need to study for history when I can't do anything with a history degree?
Suddenly I've realized that I don't have to be in college. And that's made me stop caring. I'm so sick of being worn out and exhausted because I'm doing so much work. I'm sick of not being able to spend time with Tessa except for when we do homework together. We don't get to go on dates or do anything fun, because either she has to do stupid RA stuff, or I have to do homework. And I'm sick of doing homework when my friends are doing nothing. Why does it seem like I have so much more work than everybody around me?
This fucking sucks. I hate college. I hate not knowing what I want to do with my life. I feel like it would be easier if I knew what I was working for, but I have no idea. I'm not excited about doing anything in my life. I have no future. So why am I paying all this money for college when it's going to result in nothing?