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So recently I realized how bad Kevin had it when we were together & why he treated me the way he did. Karma has finally caught up to me, & her name is Jessica Rink. Who is that you ask? Jess is a new friend of mine, that I met through Chris. Why do i call her Karma? Well, to put it lightly, she drives me insane. She texts me all day every day asking me to hang out, & asking the same questions. Sometimes when I leave her house she'll send me a message on Facebook, before I've even driven away. & I've told her a MILLION TIMES that I'm not awake before noon, & yet I STILL get a text from her at 11:30 every day.
What made me realize and sympathize for Kevin was Tuesday, I got a text from her at 11:24 that said "How is your day going so far? Text me when you wake up!" & I thought to myself...."REALLY?" like how does she expect my day is going IF I'M STILL ASLEEP. smh. Anyway it reminded me of all the times I woke Kevin up at some dumb hour, or texted him for something stupid, or all the times I tried to get him to hang out even when I knew he was busy.
The part that made it really sink in, is when I thought about how I've just been pretty much ignoring her texts & calls, because she's been driving me insane, & it made me realize that's what Kevin was doing. I know I'm not the WHOLE reason he was so stressed out, but my constantly bothering him when he was trying to get his work done so he could have some time was not helping, & I completely understand now.
I just feel really bad, because everyone hates him now, for upsetting me, & he was only upsetting me, because of what i was doing to him. :'-( SO Jess is Karma, kicking me in the butt for all the crap i put Kevin through, even though I have it 1,000,000 times worse than he did lol. I guess that's just how it goes.
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