i feel you in my heart, and i dont even know you.
If I were to update you on the last two years of my life, it would be pointless. The past doesnt matter, the present does. I've grown, I've changed, I've laughed, cried, smiled and grew closer to not knowing who I really am. After this weekend, I have questions that I dont have the answer for. I dont know whether I should be scared, nervous, happy, relieved. All I know is I cant get this person out of my head, every night I go to bed thinking what it would be like. Hearing their voice makes me giddy like a dumb school girl, I'm full of smiles when they call. I'm curious to know how it will be like but at the same time, I think I'm getting too ahead of myself.
I'm scared to know the answers.
I'm scared to know the answers.