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[notandypants]

for the rest of the year i think i will make myself be tired, because I think that I am more enjoyable when I am tired. I may be out of it and not lively and maybe rude, but at least I don't worry. I tend to worry too much about every thing, and when i do, i doubt anyone wants to be around me. and now since my high school career is coming to a close i might as well avoid a heart attack by not allowing myself to have the energy to think about anything. and i was thinking of doing something for my birthday but unfortunately my parents are taking me away this weekend. so maybe next if i can think up something that doesn't suck.

oh yeah after reading this entry i realized i am also depriving myself of the ability to put together a string of sentences that aren't incredibly boring or random.