bah
Kevin and I managed to pack half my room last night. Good times, except now I can hardly breathe. I called into the lab on account of snot, but now I have to sit here in my room, so it's pointless... it won't get any better this way! I also have to work at Subway today, and tomorrow. At least I won't be broke.
Less than a week til school is done and we get to move. I am teetering that line on an A and a B, it seems I find myself here a lot. I've been here about 5 times in the past year and I've gotten the lower grade every time. It used to be my strategy that I'd finish really strong and get the B. Now I am busting ass, and getting really close to the A and not getting it. Bah I don't deserve this shit. Maybe I don't bust my ass as hard as I should. Maybe that's why I am not going to med school... amongst other reasons. It'd still be nice though. :/ Now that I've decided I am definitely graduating in Spring instead of Fall. No rush, I suppose. My adviser suggested that I register for one credit of independent study since I am already working in a lab and it would look better on my transcripts. She kept asking me if my parents could afford this or that, I guess assuming I volunteer in Dr. Chai's lab, and that my parents would be paying my tuition. Good times. Poor enough so that my parents cant afford to pay for me to go to school, but too much money to qualify for financial aid. Stupid middle class. Honestly though, I never even expected my parents to pay for college, even when I was in highschool, I never considered it. It's just frustrating that everyone else assumes that... It's annoying to see 20 y/o's bitching cause their parents dont give them enough money, cause they don't have nice cars, bitching cause they don't have enough money. Ahh I'll wrap up this rant before it gets going. Bottom line, if you don't have enough money to move away and go to school, then fucking live with your parents and work and save up money until you do. DON'T BITCH! It accomplishes nothing, I am not your mama and I don't care. Oh god... okay now I'll really stop it.
In more exciting news, twice in the past week Chloe has woken me up in the middle of the night because she needed to go to the bathroom. Not Janelle, not Morgan. Me. The first time, I was coherent enough to let her out back to pee. Last night, I just opened my door, because I thought she was just lonely. Apparently though, she just wanted to poop in my room. Which she did. Then she left, and she did not take her poop with her. Chloe spends a lot of time chilling in my room with me, I feel bad for her and Sasha, when the big separation comes. I do though, look forward to not being woken up. I also, will train Sasha to poop in Ryan's room if the urge strikes her and she can't make it downstairs in time.
Also I am throwing away donating clothes, if any midgets want them.