just why.. i wonder.
i read his blog tonite. i torture myself i know it. we wanted the same things, so it really just was me? i am so tired of wanting this. i look around me at all the perfectly normal people that are in relationships and i then i look at myself, i think i am relatively normal. i guess i don't so much mind be on my own, i could just go without the up and down, and oh oh, no just kidding's that always leave me feeling as if i did something and wondering if it will always follow the same pattern. i just hate when you have to admit to yourself, it's not that the person didn't want a relationship, it's just that they didn't want one with you.
ps. best event of the day
d: is it weird if i wear a cowboy shirt when when i am working with native americans?
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me: that's my favorite thing you have said in awhile d. haha.
she is just classic all the time. since we were 5.
ps. best event of the day
d: is it weird if i wear a cowboy shirt when when i am working with native americans?
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me: that's my favorite thing you have said in awhile d. haha.
she is just classic all the time. since we were 5.