looking back.
May 15, 2006
Today is the day I come home from England and back to the world. I go home home on Wednesday, it is now Monday. Much traveling to be done between now and then. I feel far from myself, but ready to come home in a way. New York has come to feel like home to me and I really think had I settled there it would have suited me quite well. However, the possible opportunity at the county is something which I just can’t pass up. I don’t know what god has for me, I can’t even comprehend why he still has his hand over my life, but I know that he loves me, despite all my failings, and I one day I will get there. I hope it isn’t too late. Engles. How amazing it has been to be here. I love it. New york has my heart, but England has impressed me greatly. I will never forget my time nor how wonderful it feels to experience new things. Sevilla, England, italy, new york, I am a very lucky person. I think.
July 30. I really like the person that I seem to be when I am off experiencing other worlds. I smiled when I read this because it felt positive hopeful and trusting. I don't want to lose that this time back. God has something for me, perhaps in his time even someone for me, i just need to keep believing and living life with that energy and and excitment that i feel when I dream and look toward the future.
Today is the day I come home from England and back to the world. I go home home on Wednesday, it is now Monday. Much traveling to be done between now and then. I feel far from myself, but ready to come home in a way. New York has come to feel like home to me and I really think had I settled there it would have suited me quite well. However, the possible opportunity at the county is something which I just can’t pass up. I don’t know what god has for me, I can’t even comprehend why he still has his hand over my life, but I know that he loves me, despite all my failings, and I one day I will get there. I hope it isn’t too late. Engles. How amazing it has been to be here. I love it. New york has my heart, but England has impressed me greatly. I will never forget my time nor how wonderful it feels to experience new things. Sevilla, England, italy, new york, I am a very lucky person. I think.
July 30. I really like the person that I seem to be when I am off experiencing other worlds. I smiled when I read this because it felt positive hopeful and trusting. I don't want to lose that this time back. God has something for me, perhaps in his time even someone for me, i just need to keep believing and living life with that energy and and excitment that i feel when I dream and look toward the future.