I'm even more of a FAILURE!!!!!!!!!!!
Well to sum up, I had yet another shitty day. After failing 4 classes this six weeks and failing chem final i also got taken out of one of the most things i enjoy the most in life:dance! I had to re-try out for eMotions and they're most def. NOT letting me back in this six weeks. I'm crushed, when I heard this I couldn't speak, look, and feel anything for like 5 min. I want to still be in it soo bad, but I guess it was meant to be. Then for the rest of the day I had places i had to be with unreliable people and so my day got worse. I had to be at allison's party as soon as i could and I got there right as it ended but i had no control over it yet i still looked like the bad guy. Where is all this bad luck coming from and why can't I do anything about it. Right now i hate life, i wish it would go as smoothly as the ppl i live around. My friends are all making good grades and life is going places places for them. Me, I'm not going anywhere right now, except down. This is when I need some inspiration, so I wrote this poem a while ago but it works so well for my situation now:
In a world so lost and confused,
With the truth we sometimes refuse,
In a world so angry and scared,
There's great inspiration but some never cared.
In a world that abounds in blessings for us,
Sometimes is wastes away and turns to dust.
Where we can't look, we can't see,
But I know there are great gifts waiting for me.
I have the power to do so much,
But me as of now just isn't enough.
Pull me up, let me soar through the sky,
Don't let me down 'till I've gone to high.
Reaching my potential i then will know,
Why I wasn't happy with the things below.
Maybe then I can brighten some days,
Of people whose lives are slipping away.
I'll pull them up and let them fly with me,
Let them see what their lives could eventually be.
You have the power to soar so high,
Reach for it with all you can way up high.
In a world so lost and confused,
With the truth we sometimes refuse,
In a world so angry and scared,
There's great inspiration but some never cared.
In a world that abounds in blessings for us,
Sometimes is wastes away and turns to dust.
Where we can't look, we can't see,
But I know there are great gifts waiting for me.
I have the power to do so much,
But me as of now just isn't enough.
Pull me up, let me soar through the sky,
Don't let me down 'till I've gone to high.
Reaching my potential i then will know,
Why I wasn't happy with the things below.
Maybe then I can brighten some days,
Of people whose lives are slipping away.
I'll pull them up and let them fly with me,
Let them see what their lives could eventually be.
You have the power to soar so high,
Reach for it with all you can way up high.