it matters...

[notallthere3]

this year.. i start over..
im turning over a new leaf.. with the help of people that actually matter.
im happy for once.
i havent frowned or been disappointed since the first.
and i plan on keeping it that way..

hopfully it will stay that way..

..hopfully im not let down all over again..

but i see a change in me for once... life is worth living in the end.

if not for myself.. then for others.