4 September 1982
Fuck, I've been in a damn funk since October. It's like Jake was after Eliza, but hell. Fabian was my bloody role model. All I ever wanted was to be like him. That's all. I'm not him, but that's what made him so great.
How does the world go on when your hero is gone?
Fuck me, I'm going to play like shit on Saturday, but what's new about that since October?
Arrows better watch out. That's all I have to say and yes, I said my wife could quote me. Why the hell not when we live in the same house. Less footwork for her.
Speaking of that, Siobhan's birthday is Saturday. 7 pm, our place. We just finished the downstairs again so anyone interested, come out, celebrate and let Siobhan show off her home improvements. Presents are more than welcome, but booze is better appreciated.
And Jake? I swear to Merlin, if you pull that camera out and take embarrassing pictures during the party, I will break it.