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Well, for me, the last part of school sucked, especially grad. I feel like there were a lot of things I should have said and done that I didn't, and now I won't get the chance to. My time at William G. Davis feels, incomplete. And I don't like that feeling, everything was; as I've said to many, bitter-sweet. I'm glad it's over, because it wasn't a good year, but at the same time... I don't want to go to High School. I did until about two weeks ago, when I saw my friends that I've known since grade 5, and they were in grade 9. They had changed so much, and not in a good way. More of an "I'm too good for you, don't talk to me because you're a year younger and I am superior to you" kind of way. I don't want that to happen, and I hope it doesn't to me and all my other friends.
Well anyway, about grad. I didn't have fun. I shouldn't have gone. It was a waste of my time, effort, money and tears. Here's a little ditty my friend Rahib wrote for me when I told him what happened:
"You look so hot I could rape you"
this night...was supposed to be great
going into highschool
with my 'perfect date'
he showed up high
didnt say 'hi'
wouldnt dance with me
never talked to me
probably left to get some speed
it couldnt get worse
as it is right now
i feel so lost
why am i here
(some way some how..)
this was supposed to be the perfect night
my perfect night
they were dancing
while i wasnt
please dont pity me
why cant you see?
i just wanna be happy
i'd rather be happy all alone...(all alone..)
it couldnt get worse
as it is right now
i feel so lost
why am i here
(some way some how..)
this was supposed to be the perfect night
my perfect night
i started to cry
they would wonder why
'are you jealous?
dont you love him?
everybody knows now..'
now my heart feels weak
my voice cracks when i speak
this isnt exactly what i hoped for..(what i hoped for!!)x2
just step all over my feet
brake all my bones
that'll be my last defeat
pull on my ears
until they bleed
cause all i need is someone or something to make me feel happy..(to feel happy..)
this was supposed to be the perfect night
my perfect night
So you may not really understand that, but I laughed. I think it's good, especially considering he did it in a matter or minutes. Kudos to Rahib.
Well the day after grad was just the last day of school. Nothing special. I didn't want to be there. It was over, yay. Went home, did nothing. Summers not looking to happy so far. I did find out that Rahib's friend Randy wrote a bass riff for the song. And Rahib sent the song to all the grade 9's and they all "felt bad for me" lol, nice and pathetic. Just how I like to feel. Well then Rahib started saying how he was going to play it with Randy, and then I said I wanted to be a part of it, so all of a sudden I'm the drummer. Then I throw Veronica in the conversation and she's acoustic/electric and Tuuli as well, so we'll see who's better at which. Then I think Randy suggested Graham since he's been playing for 7 or 8 years, and he's in it now too. So we have ourself the beginning of a band. Rahib was going to be "voice box" and I was kidding when I said I could sing, but we had a singing contest and now he wants me to be it. HA! That's a laugh and a half. Randy knows some girl named Brittany who can sing... but that makes 7. Rahib said we'd be the next S Club 7. I think I'll vomit. Well, not sure how this is going to work out, but I hope it does, it sounds like quite a lot of fun.
We were brainstorming for names and our finals were:
Carbon Monoxide Lullabies-Rahib
The Getaway Plan-Rahib
Suicide Dispatch-Me
One Armed Vest-Graham (lol)
Randy kept saying things that sounded like something off of X-Men, or things that were taken and just being dumb, and Veronica and Tuuli weren't really involved too much so that's why they don't have any suggestions. Grahams was a joke because vests dont have arms, and the Getaway Plan seems to be taken, so now it's between Carbon Monoxide Lullabies and Suicide Dispatch or something I'm forgetting, but it's still undecided. We won't be starting for quite a while anyway, we have to get better. But I'm still excited. I have an idea for a song, and I'm going to run with it. I'll show you all if I'm allowed when I have the finished product.
Well, today was my first day of summer and I worked all day. I hope I work tomorrow, because we get pay and a half since it's Canada Day. I work on Saturday and Sunday too, so I'll be making a lot of money. Yay. Hopefully I'll have enough at the end of the summer to get the drum set I want. (http://www.yamaha.ca/content/drum/products/drumsets/STAGE%20CUSTOM%20NOUVEAU/keyfeatures.jsp) Just ask me if that link doesn't work. CASSANDRA HELP ME DO THAT COOL THING YOU DO. It's at Macaulay's, so I called and gave them my number for information on it. When I get back from the cottage my mom will take me and we'll go investigate price range.
Speaking of cottage, I'm heading up on Tuesday until Friday. I am screwed. I don't know what's going on, since things are messed up between Farren and I at the moment. I'm sorry Farren, I didn't mean to freak out on you, I was just speaking my mind. But, I don't want to do this over this stupid thing so I guess I'll go.
Goodnight.
-Ariel
Well anyway, about grad. I didn't have fun. I shouldn't have gone. It was a waste of my time, effort, money and tears. Here's a little ditty my friend Rahib wrote for me when I told him what happened:
"You look so hot I could rape you"
this night...was supposed to be great
going into highschool
with my 'perfect date'
he showed up high
didnt say 'hi'
wouldnt dance with me
never talked to me
probably left to get some speed
it couldnt get worse
as it is right now
i feel so lost
why am i here
(some way some how..)
this was supposed to be the perfect night
my perfect night
they were dancing
while i wasnt
please dont pity me
why cant you see?
i just wanna be happy
i'd rather be happy all alone...(all alone..)
it couldnt get worse
as it is right now
i feel so lost
why am i here
(some way some how..)
this was supposed to be the perfect night
my perfect night
i started to cry
they would wonder why
'are you jealous?
dont you love him?
everybody knows now..'
now my heart feels weak
my voice cracks when i speak
this isnt exactly what i hoped for..(what i hoped for!!)x2
just step all over my feet
brake all my bones
that'll be my last defeat
pull on my ears
until they bleed
cause all i need is someone or something to make me feel happy..(to feel happy..)
this was supposed to be the perfect night
my perfect night
So you may not really understand that, but I laughed. I think it's good, especially considering he did it in a matter or minutes. Kudos to Rahib.
Well the day after grad was just the last day of school. Nothing special. I didn't want to be there. It was over, yay. Went home, did nothing. Summers not looking to happy so far. I did find out that Rahib's friend Randy wrote a bass riff for the song. And Rahib sent the song to all the grade 9's and they all "felt bad for me" lol, nice and pathetic. Just how I like to feel. Well then Rahib started saying how he was going to play it with Randy, and then I said I wanted to be a part of it, so all of a sudden I'm the drummer. Then I throw Veronica in the conversation and she's acoustic/electric and Tuuli as well, so we'll see who's better at which. Then I think Randy suggested Graham since he's been playing for 7 or 8 years, and he's in it now too. So we have ourself the beginning of a band. Rahib was going to be "voice box" and I was kidding when I said I could sing, but we had a singing contest and now he wants me to be it. HA! That's a laugh and a half. Randy knows some girl named Brittany who can sing... but that makes 7. Rahib said we'd be the next S Club 7. I think I'll vomit. Well, not sure how this is going to work out, but I hope it does, it sounds like quite a lot of fun.
We were brainstorming for names and our finals were:
Carbon Monoxide Lullabies-Rahib
The Getaway Plan-Rahib
Suicide Dispatch-Me
One Armed Vest-Graham (lol)
Randy kept saying things that sounded like something off of X-Men, or things that were taken and just being dumb, and Veronica and Tuuli weren't really involved too much so that's why they don't have any suggestions. Grahams was a joke because vests dont have arms, and the Getaway Plan seems to be taken, so now it's between Carbon Monoxide Lullabies and Suicide Dispatch or something I'm forgetting, but it's still undecided. We won't be starting for quite a while anyway, we have to get better. But I'm still excited. I have an idea for a song, and I'm going to run with it. I'll show you all if I'm allowed when I have the finished product.
Well, today was my first day of summer and I worked all day. I hope I work tomorrow, because we get pay and a half since it's Canada Day. I work on Saturday and Sunday too, so I'll be making a lot of money. Yay. Hopefully I'll have enough at the end of the summer to get the drum set I want. (http://www.yamaha.ca/content/drum/products/drumsets/STAGE%20CUSTOM%20NOUVEAU/keyfeatures.jsp) Just ask me if that link doesn't work. CASSANDRA HELP ME DO THAT COOL THING YOU DO. It's at Macaulay's, so I called and gave them my number for information on it. When I get back from the cottage my mom will take me and we'll go investigate price range.
Speaking of cottage, I'm heading up on Tuesday until Friday. I am screwed. I don't know what's going on, since things are messed up between Farren and I at the moment. I'm sorry Farren, I didn't mean to freak out on you, I was just speaking my mind. But, I don't want to do this over this stupid thing so I guess I'll go.
Goodnight.
-Ariel