school sux
omg i am so not ready for school to start up agian. the good thing about school starting is that i get to see the hot guys from school agian. that has got to be the only up point of school. lol. my dad is buying a new house which is cool. and i get to decorate. woot woot. i am so gonna paint my room in like pink with a fofinish. cant wait. i am gonna have to wait a few weeks before i can get my tattoo because i have to wait till i like get new school clothes and i have to wait till my mom gets the results back from the cancer thing first. because she is too freaked out about whats happening with that to take me to the frickin mall. she is all freaked out thinking she is gonna die or somthing and has to take sleepin pills to just sleep. i think she is just a tad bit too dramatic sometimes but whatever. it could be really serious but what can she do. nothing of course so it is sorta pointless to freak out about things. she totally needs to mellow out a bit. at least she told me about it though cause when my dad found out he had cancer he didnt even tell me until after it was fixed because he didnt think i could handle the news of that along with everything else that had been going on. which is so probally true. i have not like acted like wierd or different with my moms sitch. i guess i am just over freakin out about bad news. it is like i am numb to it or something or i am just not listening. i dont know. i think i got sick at camp last week. well not much else goin on in my life.