Done
So, the letters to Sue and the Twins are done. Just one to send off to Sam's mom. I guess I should send some to the celebs, too. But outside of Sean, Jed, Paul, and Brian, I don't know who else was actually involved. That's kinda fucked up, huh? I was supposed to be in the middle of it all, yet I'm clueless. I didn't even meet Brian. Oh, and there's Brett and the Band. I especially owe one of their guys (Matt?) an apology. There is a percieved lie about Jordan's gender. Now, it all gets technical - if Jordan didn't have a legally changed gender, but was living as a man, was it a lie? If I only knew him as a man and wasn't convinced it was the same person born as Amy, is it a lie? If I wasn't doing it to cover, was it a lie? I simply corrected the gender because Jordan is one of those versitile names like Chris, Alex, or Jamie. I would've done it for one of them, why not Jordan, too? Still, there is the perception that I lied. And I'm uncomfortable with that. Yet I don't feel that I did anything wrong. *sigh* I hate these ethical choices. But I guess that if these people came to mind, I'm feeling guilty and should apologize. Besides, it can't hurt, right? I'm not expecting so much as a reply, let alone acceptance from these folks, if they remember me at all. But if I were to ever run into them (which I hope not, btw), I don't have to have a panic attack or run and hide. I can stand tall, chin up, knowing I did the right thing....eventually.