I really do miss talking to Liam on a regular basis. He's so easy to tease, it makes life seem so much simpler.
--private
It seems as if everything-Almost everything-is back on track. At the very least I feel as if some worries have taken leave but new ones quickly take their place.
I suppose I have really been neglecting a handful of people lately, namely the children. I can't recall the last I've had a talk with any of them since our unfortunate trip. And...
This Jack fellow. It's odd, it breaks all written facts but perhaps I can get the truth of the matter from him. Maybe then I can finally solve all of this and rest a little easier. I won't have to feel as guilty dealing with my personal life when I know I should be focusing on why the facts don't add up. Why I know the truth we're being fed isn't the absolute truth. I will expose it all. It's the only thing I've been living for after all these years and now that I have something else...
It's about time I gave that something else the focus. Maybe then I won't come off as such an unsociable bastard.
/private
I'll be wandering between my room and the front door for the next hour or so, should anyone need me.