I Hate This Pattern of Self-Destruction
Mark the date people. I have done it again. I have officially fucked up my life again. I am thousands of dollars in debt, my GPA is in the hole. My life at Agnes will be grim. My self-esteem has taken a beating so severe I think it might be in a coma. and wow that is really funny cause its late, but actually its not. I feel fat stupid lazy worthless depressed. I need to see my psychiatrist again....if only for chronic Procrastination!!! I owe my parents so much and yet i think I am about to lie to them.