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Life has been crazy , lots of up and downs in the past month. I;m working nights in a hospital, taking classes and trying to stay on top of homework.
for the past couple of days i have been going through all my pictures,(6 huge boxes). It is very strange to see all the faces, that you knew once, and it makes you wounder where they are now, and what happened that you lost touch with them.
In the end, i decided that part of the problem is me. Although everything is fine now, in the begenning all the Moves have left their mark. The problem became apperent to me a while back, so i took up the past couple of years to find myself, and now that that is done, i think it is time to find everyone else:
to Lenya, the love of my life, you are always by my side,i know i drive you crazy sometimes...but thats my nature...thank you for putting up with me (still no ring though!!!!!!!!!!)
To Xseniya, you keep me sane girl...pregnancy or not... stay just the way you are, attitude and all!
To Regina, thought hardshipps that i went thorugh, you are going now, stay strong, you will get through it.
TO Nastya, my bad side, still close,lets keep it that way.
TO JESS, still a good friend, thanky uo for listening to my crazy ideas through the years, you were there when i needed a constant friend the most, although i acted strong , it could not be farther from the truth. You were the one who prevented me from falling apart completely, although you have may not known it. For that i thank you ! we need to re-connect!
To Pam, my AM (American Mom) the coolest non-biological perentak unit in the world!!!, you are always my escape when things get too crazy!See you soon!
To Galina , you are the wildest person i know! When ever i need a good laugh, you are there!!!
to, Bonnie, who became a good friend, You share my fascination in all things weird, and you don't laugh when others do!!!
To Storm, a new friend , and a new teacher! Blessed Be!!!!
To Grisha, you stayed by be ..even after all that mess, you are my link to my past!!
To, Oksana, we are bonded by more then place of Origin! i am my ture self with you!!
TO Kevin, you stayed true to me,...even with our past.., miss you! but I think it is time for me to let you go... i wish all the best to you, to your child, and to your hopefully soon to be wife. I'm here if you ever need me!!! don't ever forget!
To, Melissa, and Laura, we'll be in touch again, i promise!!!
To my Old Russian Gang, you wounder why i became distant from you... i love you all, you took me in, i'm one of you, but you must stop fighting among yoyurselves!! i want back the days of great frindship, and one always full of food huge party table!!! i'm still here, but it's time to be ONE again!!!!
To BEN, and your boyfriend, ROCK ON!!!!!!!!
To the people With whom i came to america, and the ones who put me through hell!!!
I forgive you!!!!!!!
for the past couple of days i have been going through all my pictures,(6 huge boxes). It is very strange to see all the faces, that you knew once, and it makes you wounder where they are now, and what happened that you lost touch with them.
In the end, i decided that part of the problem is me. Although everything is fine now, in the begenning all the Moves have left their mark. The problem became apperent to me a while back, so i took up the past couple of years to find myself, and now that that is done, i think it is time to find everyone else:
to Lenya, the love of my life, you are always by my side,i know i drive you crazy sometimes...but thats my nature...thank you for putting up with me (still no ring though!!!!!!!!!!)
To Xseniya, you keep me sane girl...pregnancy or not... stay just the way you are, attitude and all!
To Regina, thought hardshipps that i went thorugh, you are going now, stay strong, you will get through it.
TO Nastya, my bad side, still close,lets keep it that way.
TO JESS, still a good friend, thanky uo for listening to my crazy ideas through the years, you were there when i needed a constant friend the most, although i acted strong , it could not be farther from the truth. You were the one who prevented me from falling apart completely, although you have may not known it. For that i thank you ! we need to re-connect!
To Pam, my AM (American Mom) the coolest non-biological perentak unit in the world!!!, you are always my escape when things get too crazy!See you soon!
To Galina , you are the wildest person i know! When ever i need a good laugh, you are there!!!
to, Bonnie, who became a good friend, You share my fascination in all things weird, and you don't laugh when others do!!!
To Storm, a new friend , and a new teacher! Blessed Be!!!!
To Grisha, you stayed by be ..even after all that mess, you are my link to my past!!
To, Oksana, we are bonded by more then place of Origin! i am my ture self with you!!
TO Kevin, you stayed true to me,...even with our past.., miss you! but I think it is time for me to let you go... i wish all the best to you, to your child, and to your hopefully soon to be wife. I'm here if you ever need me!!! don't ever forget!
To, Melissa, and Laura, we'll be in touch again, i promise!!!
To my Old Russian Gang, you wounder why i became distant from you... i love you all, you took me in, i'm one of you, but you must stop fighting among yoyurselves!! i want back the days of great frindship, and one always full of food huge party table!!! i'm still here, but it's time to be ONE again!!!!
To BEN, and your boyfriend, ROCK ON!!!!!!!!
To the people With whom i came to america, and the ones who put me through hell!!!
I forgive you!!!!!!!