Careful when you open your mouth
I don't get it. I mean, I really don't get it. If we did ... I mean if we did do it ... we wouldn't be able to kiss or something. He'd, well, he'd just keep changing back and forth.
Would that even work?
I don't want to lose either of them either. I don't know what to do. I've been thinking about this a lot since he got back. I guess it doesn't help that we sleep together and everything.
I kinda just want us to be normal. To do normal things and not change. I don't even know what normal is here. We could go to the market together ... I guess. But he'd flirt with every girl he comes across and I'd just get mad. It's so stupid. I don't really know what to do, but it's better that he's here. I felt really lonely being here all alone. My heart really hurt.
I've been reading those comic books, but the stuff at work ... I was reading the backs of them. That ... that thing, does it really go there? How do you use it? Then there's this other stuff called lubricant. It looks a lot like the oil I use for cooking. They have stuff that apparently warms itself and they have other stuff that has different flavors. Why would you want different flavors? The edible panties I just don't get. Who would want to eat their underwear? That's just gross. They also had this thing called a cock ring. At first I thought you put it on a chicken or something. Like a collar, but .... uh, that's .... not what it's for.
I think maybe I should ask Marron about it. He's the only one I really know and trust here. Otherwise I'd ask the princess .... well, uh, maybe.
Would that even work?
I don't want to lose either of them either. I don't know what to do. I've been thinking about this a lot since he got back. I guess it doesn't help that we sleep together and everything.
I kinda just want us to be normal. To do normal things and not change. I don't even know what normal is here. We could go to the market together ... I guess. But he'd flirt with every girl he comes across and I'd just get mad. It's so stupid. I don't really know what to do, but it's better that he's here. I felt really lonely being here all alone. My heart really hurt.
I've been reading those comic books, but the stuff at work ... I was reading the backs of them. That ... that thing, does it really go there? How do you use it? Then there's this other stuff called lubricant. It looks a lot like the oil I use for cooking. They have stuff that apparently warms itself and they have other stuff that has different flavors. Why would you want different flavors? The edible panties I just don't get. Who would want to eat their underwear? That's just gross. They also had this thing called a cock ring. At first I thought you put it on a chicken or something. Like a collar, but .... uh, that's .... not what it's for.
I think maybe I should ask Marron about it. He's the only one I really know and trust here. Otherwise I'd ask the princess .... well, uh, maybe.