Its Killin Me To Be Here All Alone..
Okay...
I cant erase the past.
I cant take away what happened.
I cant act like i dont care.
I cant pretend it didnt hurt.
But..
Things Happen For A Reason
And Im Willing To Accept That.
I wont end our friendship.
With either of you.
I love you guys so much.
Its hard sometimes..
Really Hard.
Ill Admit That.
But im going to be just fine.
I've been through this before.
Hes in the past for me.
Im okay with that.
Please dont let me ruin what you guys have.
I feel like you secretly despise me.
I wish i didnt feel that way.
And i hope its not true.
Hes Just A Great Friend.
Hes there for me when no one else is.
I hope you understand..
Im Sorry Sarah.
♥♥&hearts