Why?
Why does Melvin Smith STILL have the power to ruin my life? Why, I'll tell you why, because my DUMB ASS lets him. I learned something tonight... he hasn't changed in the past year and he's never going to. I won't say he hurt me tonight, because it's what I expect from him. I thought things had changed, that we were friends and had each other's best interest at heart... not so much, he still has his own best interest at heart. For those of you who watch Sex in the City, he is my Mr. Big. Whenever my life is going well and I am finally happy he pops up to fuck it all up. But unlike the very good FICTION television show, this isn't going to end with him saving me in Paris, ya know why, because he's a dumb ass, that's why. And he only thinks about his own ass....
Obviously this is my own fault... If i didn't care I wouldn't be so worked up. WHY DO I CARE?
Obviously this is my own fault... If i didn't care I wouldn't be so worked up. WHY DO I CARE?