Dec 15, 2005 14:28
So I suppose everyone thinks that now we're all trapped on some godforsaken island that all of us are thinking about the one that got away? Or hell those missed chances or something? You know what I keep thinking about? Nothing that trivial, because honestly if you spend all your time worrying about crap that you aren't even going to get a chance to do a thing about since you are stuck on some island? Well then you need a lot more help than I originally thought. Sure I am sure some of them are all 'Oh no I should have told Mom I really loved her cooking instead of slamming the door to my room on her all those years ago', but really that is just too bad for them. Getting wrapped up in some stupid thing that they should have known was moronic in the first place? Get over yourself really.
Now though you have to wonder am I really that cold and hostile that I don't have anything I wished I had said? Some lost love or bus ticket I never bought? Maybe, I could probably even make a list, but what good would that do? It isn't like any of those people are here to see that I am not that shallow girl worried about sand in some rather uncomfortable places anymore. Well I am, but still that isn't the point. The point is that I am not about to start wasting even more of my time here worrying about crap I was too proud to say in the first place.
[locked from islanders]
I should have thanked Boone, and meant it.
I should have told that big meat head that if he hit me again I really would leave him, and mean it.
I should have told him that after seeing that Boone flew all that way for me that I didn't want to take his money from him, and mean it.
I should have told my Dad what I really thought of his new wife.
I should have told him I loved him more often.