#162: I never thought I'd say this, but...
I want to go skydiving. Okay, I don't really want to go skydiving. That would be nuts and I get quite enough of a thrill working with Bobby. The man who smells things and picks at things. A laugh riot this guy.
Outside of work, though, my life is fairly stable. Except for the odd...no, won't talk about that. I talked about that enough for three lifetimes and six shrinks. I'm sick of talking about it.
And maybe that's the point. I need some other daring do to talk about. Some other moment of personal excitement and danger to capture people's attention. To make people stop looking at me like I'm a fragile doll. I've never been that and the irony of getting that reaction now isn't lost on me.
I won't break. I'm not the one to worry about. I'm not the fragile one. God, though, I start to understand why he shies away from people sometimes. That look is painful.
Skydiving it is. Or hang gliding. Bungie jumping? Base jumping?
Nah.....
Outside of work, though, my life is fairly stable. Except for the odd...no, won't talk about that. I talked about that enough for three lifetimes and six shrinks. I'm sick of talking about it.
And maybe that's the point. I need some other daring do to talk about. Some other moment of personal excitement and danger to capture people's attention. To make people stop looking at me like I'm a fragile doll. I've never been that and the irony of getting that reaction now isn't lost on me.
I won't break. I'm not the one to worry about. I'm not the fragile one. God, though, I start to understand why he shies away from people sometimes. That look is painful.
Skydiving it is. Or hang gliding. Bungie jumping? Base jumping?
Nah.....