Jul 13, 2005 01:00
fuck everything that you stand for. i dont belong. i dont exist. dont fuckin judge me.
ok so yeah...why the fuck is everyone worried bout me? oh i just got back from my night shift. eh...shit shit shit. well, interesting day...i guess. well back to everyone worried bout me....what the hell? i dont need pity. im 19 cmon. i think i know how to take care of myself. im sorry if i just insulted or was bitchy to the people that do care but i mean...sorry i am a bitch. everyone is worrying about the wrong girl. ok so i have no family and i have only like 5 friends....what the hell? ill be leaving in a year or so anyways. i am sorry...bad day and i am a bitch at heart today. alot has gone wrong. well, to the one person that said they were worried about kme today...he knows who he is so thank you but please dont be worried..i am a big girl. i know you wanna help but dont. i dont need your help and if i ever do i shall ask you. but thank you. well, school sucks and my summer is over now so wtf? lol. well, what am i gonna do? well, my friends kid is like 6 now and well...i am like the aunt or something...its cute. she is spending the night with me tonight and shes in my room right now asleep....reminds me of something. but never mind that. well, nothing. ive got nothing. so i guess ill go now. sorry to everyone that wants to get together but right now, i dont have time for anything. i really dont. and besides...those that know me well know that i dont like to meet alot lol. im a very private person on some parts. well, ill talk to everyone later. goodbye.
---marilyn maddness---