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FUCK YOU! GO AWAY! GET LOST! I DONT NEED YOU ANYWAY YOU FUCKIN LIAR! YOU HURT ME! YOU KILLED ME INSIDE! IM NOT THE SAME GIRL ANYMORE IF THATS WHAT YOU WANT TO HEAR! NO, IM DIFFERENT. I STICK UP FOR MYSELF NOW! I DONT CRAWL AWAY AND HIDE! IM SORRY IM NOT THE SAME GIRL THAT YOU TOOK ADVANTAGE OF, BUT IM NOT! IVE CHANGED FOR THE BETTER. I DONT TAKE SHIT FROM ANYONE. I DONT WANNA HEAR YOUR I BELIEVE YOU'S BECAUSE YOU NEVER BELIEVED ME! YOU NEVER BELIEVED ME WHEN I SAID I LOVED YOU! YOU NEVER BELEIEVED ME WHEN I SAID I CARED! WELL I DID LOVE YOU AND I DID CARE! AND YOU KNOW WHAT?!....I STILL DO! I STILL LOVE YOU AND I STILL CARE! I DONT WANNA LET YOU GO EVEN THOUGH YOU TRIED TO GET ME BACK! I DONT WANNA LET YOU GO EVEN THOUGH YOU WISH I WERE DEAD! I STILL WONT LET YOU GO EVEN IF IM WITH ANOTHER! I CAN NEVER LET YOU GO BECAUSE THE LOVE I HAVE FOR YOU STILL STAYS! LOVE IS HARD TO GET RID OF! SO LISTEN TO ME FOR ONCE! I LOVE YOU AND I CARE! I WANNA BE THERE BUT HOW CAN I WHEN YOU CANT EVEN MEET ME HALF WAY? IM NOT LETTING THIS OBSTACLE GET IN MY WAY. WHATEVER HAPPENED, HAPPENED IN THE PAST AND NOW ITS THE FUTURE SO LET GO OF THE PAST BECAUSE IVE MOVED ON FROM IT! I WANNA START SOMETHING BETER! SOMETHING STRONGER! I DONT WANT THIS TO END ANYTHING! I DONT WANT YOU TO BE LOST FROM ME FOREVER! I LOVE YOU AND I CARE! I CANT STOP BECAUSE IF I DID, MY LIFE WOULD BE WITHOUT ANYTHING. I WOULDNT HAVE ANYONE TO LOVE OR CARE FOR ANYMORE! I CANT BE THIS WAY FOREVER, CRYING MYSELF TO SLEEP AT NIGHTS WHENEVER THAT STUPID LOVE SONG COMES ON AND WHENEVER I SEE YOUR FACE IN MY DREAMS. I DONT WANT ANOTHER! I WANT YOU! DONT YOU GET IT? I CANT LET YOU GO. NOT LIKE THIS. NOT THIS WAY...
MARILYN
MARILYN