nothing goes rite
everythings a mess///last nite was the fair...it was ok but it didnt go how I wanted...i was mad...some one kept pushing me away so i just left them and then they act like were friends im sick of it...i had to leave cause they were looking at boys and they didnt want anyone to think they had a boyfriend...well guess what no one would even approach you if you were carrying a shrimp dinner! youd have to hypnotize someone just to get them to tell you ppl your hot so ha...by the way i had a great with other ppl last nite...i just wanted to thank you for pushing me off...i thought i wanted to hang with you but im glad i didnt cause i dont like being treated like crap...///then the marching massacre yesterday...i couldnt unlock my trombone slide and when it finally came undone the whole slide came off...this was all in front of the grandstand area...then i couldnt get it back on and when i finally did get it on it was on backwards and trombones dont play when theyre on backwards so i had to fake it the rest of the time...hahaha...///school sucked today...that person that abandoned me tried to talk to me today and i didn't want to talk to her...tonight was our first cross country "meet"...saturday was an invitational...i did pretty well...i shortened my time by a minute on our home course...i just got done reading 2 important things...1 good...1 really bad...the first one i read definately improved my relationship with someone...the second is terrifying...i dont know what to do...this person is really starting to scare me...they will probably start to stalk me8^) haha...jk...that person knows who they are tho haha...i think im done i wish i could say more but i cant...i wanna shout and not be heard...i wanna laugh and not be noticed...i wanna smile and not be seen...i wanna kiss and not remember*