I had a dramatic realization in which nothing much change.

[not_too_painful]

So a long time ago My friend printed off my entire livejournal, my very first one. I lost it and never read through it but to day I was cleaning and found some of it. it was dirty and pages were missing but I was still excited to read through it and all. I sorted it sat down got ready to read it and then I realized it doesn't matter. I threw it away.