I want the feeling of aloneness, and independence. Of the complete and utter purity of gazing alone
I miss Mori no Ike. I realized today that all of my feelings from the quiet moments of the past month can be summed up in that I haven't found anything here that makes me as happy as I was there. Certainly nothing in recent memory. I might need more time with friends, or just some cheery moments to myself, but in the end, only Mori truly olds those starry nights that feel so far away. And I need new glasses. Everything being blurry makes life seem old and grey.