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Here goes nothing.
I love it here. I am now a vegitarian. I might learn to skateboard soon. I'm becoming really...dykish.
I hate this feeling. I hate wanting to be friends with someone and thinking that they hate me. And it's not that I just think they hate me, I'm honestly convinced that they hate me. FUCK!
well, anyway. I'm talking to lots of people, but still feel alone. Everyone accepts me, sure...but do i accept myself? I can't bring myself to do it. So what if I'm queer? Dammit. I can't handle it. So i just tell everyone and see if they can make me handle it. FUCK.
I love it here. I am now a vegitarian. I might learn to skateboard soon. I'm becoming really...dykish.
I hate this feeling. I hate wanting to be friends with someone and thinking that they hate me. And it's not that I just think they hate me, I'm honestly convinced that they hate me. FUCK!
well, anyway. I'm talking to lots of people, but still feel alone. Everyone accepts me, sure...but do i accept myself? I can't bring myself to do it. So what if I'm queer? Dammit. I can't handle it. So i just tell everyone and see if they can make me handle it. FUCK.