Jul 16, 2009 19:42
What a nightmare.
The masquerade wasn't... awful. At first, anyway.
And I'm just glad that I didn't get stuck in one of those god awful dresses I've seen a few people it. Ugh. That would be like pouring salt on an open wound.
Private - somewhat hackable
The masquerade made me question myself. Once more, I'm left wondering if I'm really who I think I am, if I'm really the same Shadow that was created on the ARK fifty years ago.
Or am I just a fake. A clone. A second rate being. Are my memories really real? Did I really do everything I think I did?
I just...
Seeing that other.. me, I just don't know anymore.
God damn it. I didn't want to do this again. And this time, no one is here to help me figure it out.
emo!shadow is emo