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Dec 29, 2005 12:03

If it weren't for a lack of motivation and self trust, I would have more writing to use as sample work for grad school. And, with that said, I think that my most troubling obstacle is my inability to reconcile my boredom with anything but prescription meds and sleep deprivation. However, while in these altered states, I find myself wrapped up in truly engaging thought. Thought which would normally produce writing and/or music, but in most cases produces more self medication. I cannot honestly say that I don't enjoy the feeling. Sometimes, in fact, I am quite pleased with myself as of late.

It seems that I have some of the most interesting thoughts on during the 7min drive home from Jenna's house to my own. I get the really interesting streaming thoughts that I cannot seem to keep quite long enough capture.

I'm not sure if I wrote to share or to vent.
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