[45] Intended private, but posted public, and now that it's out there he won't bother deleting...

Oct 04, 2008 02:15

Everyone's always so glad to get these things from home. Half of them aren't even useful. No Paopu this time, either. Even if it was never really there because of me.

But I'm glad I left that castle far behind me. Even a place like Discedo is better, much better, because here I won't just be a part of the scientist's games, and I'll make my own destiny, and no one will control me. I won't fall for any fake things anymore. I know how to do so much more now than I did when I first woke up here, I've learned a lot more about how to fight, and how to choose which fights are worth fighting, and how to do a lot of things that have come in useful on my own. I've made friends that are mine, and not his, and not Sora's either. I don't need to remember what I was then.

Anyway, theres no point for me in waiting around for something special to show up. I'd rather just concentrate on having enough food for the house, for the winter, than anything that would remind me of what happened there. I like the person I've been since coming here much better than who I was, even though it's been tough to get by sometimes. Its a challenge, and I can take it, I've never ever been scared of something being hard. I've only gotten better, like Vexen said first I would, and Iroh said I would, with practice.

No matter what happens, or what falls from the sky, or comes up from the ground, or drifts in from the sea.

better every day, castle oblivion, self pep talks, then and now, no items for replicas, bitter memories

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