my recipe for a smile

[not_quite_yet]

and I know its weird but i think ive discovered it

a lotta bit of sleep, a couple phone calls from somebody who has nothing to talk about and jsut wants to say hi, a good chunk of the book john adams, a big fat peanutbutter and jelly sandwhich on obnoxiously white bread and a few tears during uptown girls.

and its ok that Im a jumbled indecisive person for now. It just is.