been a while
ok, so im tired of smoking pot, i think the sack i just bought, is going to be my last one. I dont really have the money to spend on it, and well its not doing anything for me. I sit around and smoke, and do nothing. It makes me feel so lazy, and like im loosing time. So yea, no more pot. Ive said that once before, but this time, im for real about it.
I really miss kyle, and i dont know if i'll be able to go see him, cash is low seeing as how my job doesn't let me work. Fucking whores, i'll figure something out, and well if not, i'll save up money this summer and try to see him some other time.
I want to go travel around, sergio wants to too, maybe we'll buy a van, and go some place. He wants to go to cali, and well, why the hell not, i told him maybe we could go. And nicole too, she wont have shit to do after she graduates in a couple of months. And not having to pay bills, will help me save up money. I still have a car insurance bill..but my moms been helping out with that, well no, she's been paying for that, im really fucking happy about that too, cuz i dont have the money for it. I guess im ganna go, i haven't been writing, cuz i haven't had anything to say. I feel all these things, i want to talk about and write about, with ronnie and greg and i dont know, i just dont feel like talking about it so much.
Isn't that weird? when you want to talk about something, but youd rather not just because its easier not to. Does that make me a weak person? I dont know, i guess it doesn't, some things are just easier left unsaid. But, i really hope ronnies doesn't get locked up for good. He actually started crying (was really drunk..but still) about how if he gets locked up for a long time, he doesn't have a future. No kids, no wife, nothing. That made me really sad, and man, to think, how many other guys are locked up for something they didn't do, and are loosing out on everything great in life....that sucks.
I really miss kyle, and i dont know if i'll be able to go see him, cash is low seeing as how my job doesn't let me work. Fucking whores, i'll figure something out, and well if not, i'll save up money this summer and try to see him some other time.
I want to go travel around, sergio wants to too, maybe we'll buy a van, and go some place. He wants to go to cali, and well, why the hell not, i told him maybe we could go. And nicole too, she wont have shit to do after she graduates in a couple of months. And not having to pay bills, will help me save up money. I still have a car insurance bill..but my moms been helping out with that, well no, she's been paying for that, im really fucking happy about that too, cuz i dont have the money for it. I guess im ganna go, i haven't been writing, cuz i haven't had anything to say. I feel all these things, i want to talk about and write about, with ronnie and greg and i dont know, i just dont feel like talking about it so much.
Isn't that weird? when you want to talk about something, but youd rather not just because its easier not to. Does that make me a weak person? I dont know, i guess it doesn't, some things are just easier left unsaid. But, i really hope ronnies doesn't get locked up for good. He actually started crying (was really drunk..but still) about how if he gets locked up for a long time, he doesn't have a future. No kids, no wife, nothing. That made me really sad, and man, to think, how many other guys are locked up for something they didn't do, and are loosing out on everything great in life....that sucks.