so sad....
This fucking sucks...just took kyle to the airport. i can never say goodbye right. I end up just leaving so i dont cry or what not, and i dont get to say what i want to say. I guess it makes it easier if i dont make it a long goodbye. But then on the whole truck ride home, I felt like I should have stayed longer, and given him one more hug, and told him i was going to miss him, and we'd come up spring break no matter what. But i didn't, i just gave him a hug and said bye and left.
I hate when people leave, i really hate it, I like him alot, im not even sure why, i haven't known him that long..but its like i have. And now, even though he's only been gone like 1 hour, well he's even still in austin, but knowing that i cant talk to him, or hang out with him tonight, makes me feel broken inside.
I couldn't imagine what its going to be like to leave rachel and cristina, when i move. God, i dont know if i'll be able to, were really fucking close, and thats my life. They are my family.
I hate when people leave, i really hate it, I like him alot, im not even sure why, i haven't known him that long..but its like i have. And now, even though he's only been gone like 1 hour, well he's even still in austin, but knowing that i cant talk to him, or hang out with him tonight, makes me feel broken inside.
I couldn't imagine what its going to be like to leave rachel and cristina, when i move. God, i dont know if i'll be able to, were really fucking close, and thats my life. They are my family.