Oct 06, 2004 12:46
just a few poems.... just kinda wanted to write them down some place they wont get lost.
IF i could make just one day not hurt, id do whatever it took
I'd swallow your tears, burry myself in your anguish and absorb your impurities
I'd wrap you in my soul, and cradle you to sleep
my love, my hope, i'd give everything to you,
in anticipatioin of a smile
Sitting in the corner of my room i look around
I start to see things for what they are
I look past this fairytale world
and see the shit-hole we call life
I pick up the bottle yet again and kill it off
Hoping to drink myself stupid
As my body goes numb i slip into a trance
An endless trance of nothing
Staring off into space i realize the awful truth
That some things you just can't change
some things you have to learn to forget
... weird poem...just wrote it one day..
What a freak they all said
but he just shook his head
trying not to be disturbed
by the words that he heard
he walked on calmly
held the tears in solemnly
but he knew he couldn't go on forever
he couldn't live life with out pleasure
so he devised a plan
only he could understand
to get the revenge he was after
those who teased him, he'd capture
at their heads he would hack
cuz remorse he did lack
as they begged and pleaded
it gave him the power he needed
to finish the gruesome job
and just when his hands started to throb
he'd put down his axe
sit back, smile, and relax
then think...one less to kill
oh, what a thrill
as they shriek and scream
its like a mystical dream
..one of the only ones with a title...
Shatter my soul
Slice open my heart and let my love flow free, making an endless stream of my desires, puddled out for everyone to stomp through. Replace my hope and mercy with cold hatred, leaving my unable to comprehend emotioins, and unable to feel the warmth of life. Take all my aspirations and crush them like they're nothing, until i have no reasons left for living. Shatter my mind body and soul with your deceptions, then leave me alone and exposed to die