GRAWR
EVERYONE IS PISSING ME OFF TODAY! Okay yeah its me and Brians 7 month and I wanted to spend it with him but no everyone effin invites themselfs over and wont leave and yeah I feel bad that Chris burned his house down but to hang up on me when I just tried to talk to him this morning wasnt cool so you know what i decided i just wasnt going to try anymore and if he wants to apologize for taking my trust and flushing it away so i know longer believe a word he says then okay he can come and have a talk with me but to come up and try to hug me like we are friends or something fuck that im not having anyone play games with me like that im so sick and tired of games! im so tired of being forgotten and treated like shit im sick of people talking to me and acting like they know me well what do they know! seriously what!?! Gawd! I hate my life! I need my friends so bad...I just wish I could do something to make everything right with them why do i go and take such advantage of the fact that i used to have awsome friends now what do i have a fucked up life i have huge trust issues thanks to chris major trust issues im afraid every seconde that brian might be with another chick i never used to feel that way now im all the sudden scared wow reality check thanks ya bitch...well tomorrows another half day for clarkston so heathers coming to get me so im just going to do w.e all day because i donno i dont feel so good about myself anymore and i need to think and fix whatevers going on inside of this head of mine well thats all